Jhn 8:32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

You could have told me but you didnt. So now I move to where your eyes will seek but they will not fing me.

Should anyone care to see where the journal of mine has gone email me and I shall link send you a link.

.:VENI, Sancte Spiritus, reple tuorum corda fidelium, et tui amoris in eis ignem accende.
In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti:.
-DomiBellique

*sigh*
I can feel the battle already rageing. I hope all can begin to settle.

*Note*
Im going to move my poems/songs/personal writtings to a new page called Camena. Im going to leave this blog for regular entires.

so here Iam after 12hours of sleep. I realize that my last post probably wouldnt have been posted had I not been awake until 1AM THursday night/Friday morning. So now I really know, Im one of those people who for really real needs 7-8hrs of sleep to function right. *sigh* I envy those who only need 4-5 hr of sleep.

What I thought was real, I found to be fake
What I thought I heard right, I found I only heard myself
When I thought I could be useful, I only found myself useless.

Im declaring war on the enemy....there will be hell to pay. But if the Lord calls me, then I must go.

"Only in dreams" resonates though the mind
Of broken hearted soul
Turning pages and musing her history
Hardly anyone can perceive
The shattered trust is what broke this angel?s wings
And she ponders ?is love another fairy tale?"

Tears fall from her Fathers face
He says to her "My love endures all things"
He calls to her, He beckons her
but it barely reaches through the pain

You brought your love and gave it to humanity
Your glory came to dwell among the least
You suffered through hate and disdain
But still you loved and gave us grace
And through Your tears still you whisper
"My love endures all things"

And tears fall from the Fathers face
He calls to you and whispers "My love endures all things"
He desires to see you smile, He wants to hear you laugh
He wont let you go, He yearns to hold all of you

And tears fall from the Fathers eyes
He?s waiting here for you

just cause, but really if you must know then ask and Ill tell.

I just finished watching the movie Second Hand Lions and I have to say I recomend it to anyone and everyone but especially any guys/boys/men dont just see it, watch it. Few movies have the effect that this one did on me. No, it really didnt effect me, I take that back, it just reminded me who I am, Charles Edmond DeLorme of the Elm.

LOL...To believe this would be like believing in a fairy tale. *laughs like an old man* Who am I to go noticed? No really! Im just...a gashed, marred elm tree.

Domi Bellique: I have you an the "someone looking for me" list. who might you be?
::established who we were::

Domi Bellique: so just out of curiosity why would you want to talk to me?
Domi Bellique: what sparks your intrest of me?
Other Person: ...Well, pretty much every mutual friend we have say you're just one of the most awesome people they've ever talked to
Domi Bellique: lol
Other Person: Plus you're What... And the infamous What from the LUForums is someone to search out
Domi Bellique: oh really?
Other Person: Oh really
Other Person: PLUS you're Texas Karma, the awesome troll of CS... Another great reason

Well I have decided to keep this blog more of my thoughts and to start a new blog for the quizes that dont hold much meaning.

www.pusillus.blogspot.com

Once again, like a pig
I find myself wallowed in the mud
up to my neck Im drowning in a wake of my own sin
Not over my head cause He said it would never over take me
unless I give in.
Oh God, doing what you want rocks the boat so much
but then again, you know about the waves that come from the actions chosen
You never said you would make me but the effects that come sure do drive me
What is the point? Why do I resist? either the fire is going to burn for you good or its going to burn me alive
sure you said you wanted a living sacrifice, but to set myself aflame is so hard everyday.
The pain starts even before the touch of the torch but in you I must trust
In you I must put my faith, In you I can only live
Without you life is death and how can I live if Im dead? I cant so I must walk in your ways, I must die to live and Ill survive but it wont be easy cause the thorns burn in my heals, but thats why you gave us the gospel of peace. It was for our feet you said, to pad and protect.
So why then dose it hurt? Why do I feel the pain still? Oh well, in you I must trust for what is this life worth if I waist the gift that you have given. So will you take me now? show me the way or do I still have to guess weather or not its you I hear. *sigh* Ill take the step, jump off, pray its you and hope my wings will spread and carry out what you want. Your peace I need, salvation I have, death I fear not but failure is what haunts me. Take me now, hold me in your arms, Im just a love sick child who needs to know you will catch me. *sigh*

Either Im going to freefall off a cliff or Ill spread wings and fly.